Embarrassing

 

 Embarrassing - Day 4

This is day 4 of the challenge - A story a day, keeps the boredom away. Each day I'll try to reach my goal of 500 words a day. Today I'll be writing about my day and about how to overcome something embarrassing.

Today was a pretty bad day, today was very embarrassing. This morning, I woke up and felt that something bad was going to happen today. Even though today was supposed to be a good day as we got P.E today and P.E was always fun. This type of feeling always wakes me up in a bad mood so I tried to make the most out of it. So, I did my regular routine and cycled to school, and this is when the bad sensation happened. My friend, Aran, went up to me and told me that we had a music exam the first lesson, which would cancel out the P.E lesson. I was sad but hoped that was it, the only bad thing to happen, but sadly that wasn't the case.

We got inside the school and the first lesson I went to - which was P.E - I saw a line lining up and realised, that wasn't our class, so that means we were still doing P.E and there would be no music exam. This also led me to believe that 4th period - 4th lesson which is music - was going to be a music assessment, giving me more anxiety.

During P.E, we got to play football and it was good and fun till I started playing more into the match and I started getting really bad touches. This was off course bad and pretty embarrassing, and I just shrugged it off, but it was still just lingering in my mind just there floating.

Then the day went on and nothing bad happened until it was the end of the day. I got onto my bike while my brother did his extra classes since he was a scholar. I got onto my bike and his friends we're at the bike stands too and one of them told me to have a good day, it was all good fun and good sportsman ship, but then right after that, my bag zipper broke. That was embarrassing and bad, but I shrugged it off to tell my parents if they could fix it at home, then the worst happened...

While I was biking out the entrance, the same guy told me to have a good day again. This made me look back for about half a second and without looking, I hit the gate of the entrance, and it made me fall. I hit my leg, and I didn't realised till I got home that it was bleeding. I also hurt my ribs on my left side when I fell. Gladly, they came to see if I was alright, as well as a pedestrian, although it was still really embarrassing. I failed to get up and cycle, but it took me a couple of tries. I felt ashamed the bike ride home.

During the bike ride home, nearly to my home, I accidentally rode my bike between a pedestrian walking too closely and I said sorry behind, and I think they said it's alright back but I'm not sure. That was pretty embarrassing and I felt pretty bad.

After this whole day, everything felt too much, and I just didn't feel good anymore. The whole day was embarrassing, and it was there in the back of my mind, but it was resurfacing up and I started getting sad. I decided to pray and clean my dishes, change clothes and I started feeling very dizzy and nauseous. So, I went upstairs and slowly go onto the bed and drifted away to sleep. Without knowing, I slept from 4:00pm to 8:00pm. This felt like 5 minutes and now I'm writing this at 10:30pm. Today has been a journey ride, not up and down, but only down.

My final question is, how do you get over stuff like this. I don't get over stuff easily and stuff like this is always in the back of my mind always resurfacing at the worst time, and tomorrow I have to confront the head teacher of Year 8 about something I don't want to do. I really need to work on my interacting skills and my getting over it skills as well. The best thing I can do is really just to tell nothing about it so no one can talk about it and remind me. My mental mind and time can only tell if I'm going to remember it for the future or leave it in the past and forget about it.

Hope you learn something from this, because I'm still trying to learn my own stuff. Today has been horrible for me and I hope for everyone else, it's much better. Thank you for reading.