Tiredness

Tiredness - Day 28

Today I feel fed up. I feel fed up and tired from nearly everything I do. I just want to to do the stuff I want to do, but I don't have enough energy due to the stuff that I don't want to do. I keep getting angry easily because I feel tired. I get sad easily because I feel tired. I want to do stuff I want to do, like play football.

I believe that I can change this by changing what I do everyday. From now on, I'll be putting little effort in massive homework's that teachers provide to me. If I make a mistake, then that's a mistake. I don't want to overthink this. I don't want to do a project, spend my whole day on it, and complain about having to do it. I don't want to have any excuses, as excuses are for people who don't want to do stuff, but for me, I want to do stuff. So, for this month, I'll be trying to do stuff that won't tire me out as much, and stuff that I will sort of enjoy instead of not enjoyed at all.

I'll try to start talking about the stuff that I've recently been doing that I find repetitive and boring:

Recently school homework has gotten much harder and also that it's gotten more repetitive now. Back in 8th grade, I got homework maybe a few times a month, but now every teacher gives out a homework every week. That adds up. That adds up to about 4 homework's or 5 homework's every single week. At least my science teacher isn't too harsh, as he only gives us about 15 questions for our homework, which only takes about 10 minutes max, but homework like maths, can take up to an hour every single week. That's a good amount of my week for just homework. Then sometime we have to actually produce a good looking homework for the teacher to use. Sometimes, if your work isn't good enough, the teacher would send it back to you and you would have to redo it or make it better by adding more stuff which what the teacher was asking for.

But even with these, I don't really find it a big problem or issue. I still do these and it doesn't take much time and I don't get really that bothered, but it's the time accumulated that I've spend in total after I've done all of these. After all of the homework I do, it accumulates to about 4 hours. This addition with the 7 hours of school every weekday, it starts to get boring and also sort of irritating.

Now for the steps that I will do to stop my irritation for these work I have to do: For these work to become less harsh on me, I'll start taking these homework's nice and slow or potentially, fast and quick as then I will have to worry less and spend less time on them, and I won't have to go to an after school detention due to me not finishing the homework. Thankfully, most teachers are actually fine and kind, so all you have to do is ask them for more time due to you forgetting or you not having enough spare time to do the work. Although you do have to make a bit of an excuse on why you didn't you complete it, I think it's a much better way to not do it and getting a detention, then doing it with extra time. That's not me though, because I like doing everything on time. For another step, I will start enjoying doing extra stuff more, as then I won't find it as a waste of time and I won't find it boring or irritating in the long run, as when I look back, I won't find it as I could've done something better.

Sometimes in life, you have to enjoy the stuff that you do have, and not the stuff you don't have. You have to enjoy the stuff that you got, and not the stuff you could've got. Of course during the long term you could've gotten something better, but sometimes you should just enjoy the time you have. One of the quotes though that doesn't make sense is, Enjoy your Youth. But the problem with that is, that mainly school is the one saying that, but they are the reason that we can't really enjoy our Youth, due to the 7 hours a day every weekday and all of the extra work.

That was a bit random but hopefully that gave out a message; but I still recommend for people to go to school as it gives you an education and extra time to hang around with friends and a place for you get more active, as you get to do stuff in the school and outside. The only thing I would recommend to the school is that, I wish there was a way to switch some of my lessons for extra lessons in P.E, as P.E is the best subject by far. As in P.E, all of the P.E teachers really don't care what you do and as long as you're getting physical and getting the work done, they will allow it and let you keep playing.

Anyways, that was a bit random as I was originally talking about Tiredness, but I am feeling sort of tired, so it's pretty normal for me to get off track and to start talking about something else that probably has a way to get related to tiredness or not. Anyways that's pretty much I have only to talk about now, so I hope this text is able to help you out in some way or some how (I'm not even that sure my self). I am going to be working on myself after this and while I write the other ones after, thanks for reading.