Today

 

Today - Day 35

Today, I didn't really do much, I feel sort of disappointed into myself. I've barely done anything, I've barely ate anything, I've barely even done anything useful today. Yesterday I felt sort of relieved with myself because I actually did something I wanted to do, like clean up the house, but today I just felt like time went too fast and I just couldn't do anything about. I feel like I just can't do anything.

I don't really have anything to even talk about today, but I'll just talk about what I did today. Today, when I woke up, I tried to wake up early at 9 : 00. Of course when I woke up, my brother had to come in and start to make fun of me of finally waking up early, so instantly I woke up in a bad mood. Then one of my friend called me, then we started to talk a bit and we had more fun and just chatted around. Then right after that I had to go prepare the bed and set up everything that I had just used that night. This took a bit of time but didn't take a while. I was really sad when I realised I couldn't do what I wanted to do that morning. That morning I wanted to make a really special chocolate. The Dubai viral chocolate. The only problem was that we forgot to buy condensed milk and that was the main thing that I really wanted to use. This made me sad and I had no use for today. I realised that I had actually much more things to do and more than just to make chocolate today. My friend called me back later on and we continued to talk and then I went onto my laptop and made breakfast. I then ate breakfast while on call with my friend then I started to play Roblox games with him, the main one being Fisch and it's a pretty fun game where you fish for fishes and then you go and upgrade your ships, your rods and other stuff in the game that can be used like extra accessories.

In the game, I was pretty new, so because of that, my friend decided to help me out on what to do, and we were actually on the pretty much same page of the game, so we decided to buy the same rod together so that we can do the same thing together, then in the game I had something called a treasure map, and I had to follow the coordinates but the only way to get the coordinates was to go and go to a secret guy inside of a cave. The guy that you need to go was inside of a cave on a island that is far away and you had to pay 250 in game currency to get it fixed. Then after that you had to go on a boat and go into the deep ocean and you require a scuba gear or if your lucky and it's not that deep. You can just go and free dive it with out any equipment and hopefully you won't die. I got lucky in the first one as I didn't die in the first treasure map I got as it wasn't that deep, but in the second one I got which was actually 20 minutes before I'm writing this, ( the first one was about 9 hours ago in the morning ), was much deeper and I unfortunately died in the game, making me lose 10% of my total balance which was 1,100 as I had 11,000 of my total balance. This made me lose progress and I had to go back a step. Fortunately, I got a scratch card from the treasure chest and I gained back 1,000 but that's it and I didn't make my money back in the game of in game currency. With that I then decided to invest my in game currency for a scuba diving gear and now I won't die anytime I use the treasure map to find more treasure chests.

Then after I finished playing the Roblox game Fisch, I then got a call from my other friend and he decided to tell me if I wanted to play football outside as the weather was pretty good and nice. It was very sunny and very warm. This is very unusual for UK weather as in the UK, we are entering into winter, so the fact that it is getting warmer, after there was snow about a month ago is very weird. I don't really understand the facts and the reason why that is, but I believe that it's because of the fireworks that the people had launched a few weeks before and because of that CO2 from the fireworks, the atmosphere had gotten colder and cooler, leading to snow early on in the winter season, even though there wasn't meant to be any snow at that time. So that's probably why it's getting hotter now as the CO2 is getting further away. Although I thought that the green house effect was meant to make the earth hotter and not colder. I guess it's colder short term, then hotter long term when the CO2 starts to spread further apart across the world.

During the football, we decided to work on our mistakes and I decided to try out a new skill that I was surprisingly able to do and I decided to try to keep working on it to get better than it. Then after that we decided to try to make our FIFA card for fun and I was able to get the same stats as my friend and for my friend little brother, he got lower stats but that is because he is younger and smaller. And also the fact that me and my friend had just gone through or is going through puberty and growth spurt, so we are much taller and much faster, but he has good acceleration though, so that is an upside of being shorter and I used to be such a faster accelerator but now I am no longer than faster at moving as I am more heavier due to be getting older and going through puberty. 

After this, it was really fun but it was getting wet as it was raining a little bit then after that it started to get dark as it was getting in the late of the day, which was at 3PM. In the UK, for some reason, it starts to get dark very early in the afternoon. For example it can become dark in 4PM, while in the summer time, like the early summer time, it can stay bright till 8PM, leading to us having to pray at 10PM, which I think I prefer that, as I can stay up longer and it gives me a good time schedule, as the time we need to pray, is the time we need to go and sleep.

Besides from these stuff, I then went back home from the back gate as my dad decided to lock the front for protection purposes as he went and picked up my brothers from class. Then I went inside and my parents just arrived. This then is followed up by me changing clothes, praying, then going onto my laptop and keep on playing with my friends. My total session of playing football with my friends was about 3 hours or 2 hours and a half. This was because we started playing at 12 30 and then we finished at about 3 or about 3 30. This also is proved by my watch fitness as it says I played for about 2 and a half hours to 3 hours. After I hopped onto my laptop, it instantly became another prayer, so I had to pray, then I did my homework very quickly. This took me about 20 minutes and I was on call with my friend to remind them and to also help them out. I decided to tell them the questions and then we answered the questions together which helped out our revision for our test tomorrow on Monday. Today is currently Sunday and it is very sad, knowing that it will be Monday tomorrow, which is the worst day of the week and also the first day of school, which is also some reason the first day that we will start doing tests for each of our subjects. We are doing tests now because it's becoming near Christmas, and the school closes during Christmas for some reason, even though that they aren't a religious faith school, but they allow Christians to celebrate Christmas, but not even let us Muslims have a prayer room in an empty room in the massive school building.

Not hating but I find it a bit weird and bit biased on which faith is more influential in that area, or the UK, which is Christians. Anyways, after I went and finished my homework with my friend, we decided that he wanted to plan to play football right now, but it was becoming dark, so I declined and said that we could play another time like after school when its more brighter and in the day more. Then after that I hopped on Roblox and played more Fisch. Then after this I went and prayed, and did not eat. I also forgot to put that before I played football, I got chicken, beef and ate it with rice. That was very yummy but that was my only lunch.

Now after all that, then prayed, then played more, now I'm here, writing this, writing my emotions, writing what I think, writing what I did, writing what I find fun. This is what I did today and I feel that I barely did anything useful for me today and I also forgot to tell that I also did my Duolingo today after I checked my tasks that it got cancelled. So now I am going to try to be consistent on my Duolingo now, but I doubt it because it takes way too long. I also have some other tasks but hopefully I'll remember and have the courage to do it tomorrow hopefully.

Anyways thank you for reading my paragraphs of yapping and me talking about non sense and just the useless things I've been doing in my life. I have so much other things to do and I've barely done anything, so now I'm pretty sad. Thanks for reading and Goodbye.